Post-breakup blog post

Heartbreak, mental breakdown and all sorts of pain that you encountered after break up. It is NORMAL.

You missed him when midnight strikes, you cried because you wanted him so badly. You started to listen to break up songs and the lyrics hit you hard. The comfort that you get from your friends doesn't seems enough to calm you down. You just feel like dying at some point of time. However, please remember that TIME heals, it's a very cliche saying but it's the truth. 

I tend to stay at home all the time during that period of time, I cried, I looked back at our pictures together, I pretend to be ok in front of my friends when I am broken deep inside. It is hard for me to move on and just like other girls I like to post stuff on Facebook thinking that might be helpful to relief my pain. I realized that was a wrong move. I get a lot of attentions.. Friends commented on the post, some even personally texted me and cheer me up. I felt grateful for their concern but anyhow my pain doesn't goes away like that. Posting status on Facebook about how bad your ex was, how terrible he was. It's kinda childish. 

Time was wasted staying at home, thinking about how we could turn back time and all that shits. Actually, deep down inside my heart I knew that even if we get back together, same shit gonna happen again. It is actually good that we separated. Even so I am still depressed, but as I said earlier, it was totally normal. We have feelings its ok to cry out loud, its ok to express our thoughts, rages, anger, sadness, emotions. I feel lot better once I cried, or after I spoke to my friends. My advice is don't trap yourself inside a room, go out and explore more. See the world, it's beautiful. Life isn't all about boyfriend.

Men cannot be trusted, trust yourself, invest on yourself, make yourself look pretty and let the 'revenge' begins. I am sure he'll definitely regret to have dumped you! Take sometime call your parents, as for me daddy and mummy still my priority, the time that you have wasted on some jerk, might as well spend it for your parents. Go out with friends, they might not be with you all the time, but they will stand for you when you need them. Besides, I killed my time by watching my favorite dramas, YouTube channel and now that I have a blog I keep myself busy by thinking on how to write on my next blog post, decorate my blog, expand my Facebook page. Isn't that great? hahahaha! 

I can feel that I am stronger than before, to be frank I thought that I cannot survive without my bf, I am a fool for having such thought. What doesn't kill you make you stronger. I have been hurt for so many times and I am still standing strong here. I still have faith in love regardless of what I have been through. Be strong Mona! Be strong to all my girl friends.. Cheers

Love,

Mona