You know sometimes it's amazing how much benefits we can get from such little things. Taking a warm bath after a tiring day from work can instant release stress effectively. Other than stress releasing, I want to feel fresh and smells good after my bath. I received a bath and body pamper kit from NattaCosme which consists of Yoko Milky Shower Cream, Yoko Hokkaido Milk UV 25 PA++ and Yoko Aqua Moisture Lock Body Serum.
Yoko Milky Shower Cream
Yoko Milky Shower Cream has Milk Protein, Vitamin E, Vitamin B3, Sweet Almond Oil, Yeast Extracts which helps to maintain skin moisture and keep the skin hydrated. Milk protein can lighten the skin color and brighten up the skin so it doesn't look dull. I want to have baby skin and look healthy =) by using this product, I shall say bye bye to my dry skin! Yoko Hokkaido Milk UV Body Serum SPF25 PA++
I don't like to apply lotion as I don't like the greasy and oily feeling on my body but Yoko Hokkaido Milk UV Body Serum gave me ultra-light feeling and it absorb super fast. As I mention above I want to feel fresh and smell good, after I apply this serum it scented all day long =) Double like for the scent!! Since we expose our-self so much to sunlight, this product protect skin from UV and give us radiant and healthy skin ^^ I use it every morning~
Yoko Aqua Moisture Lock Body Serum.
Before I go to bed I make sure that I apply Yoko Aqua Moisture Lock Body Serum. I sleep in an air-conditioned room (can't change this bad habit, I am very used to it already urghhh AIR COND is a must!) Hence, I need to ensure that my skin is moisturized. Again, I like the scent of this product, it is so refreshing and the texture doesn't feel oily at all.
The Vamps have release their single titled 'Wake Up' and the lyric goes like..
So wake up Your sleeping heart I know sometimes we'll be afraid But no more playing safe, my dear I'm here So wake up
I am currently addicted to this song, different people may presume different meaning for this song but for my understanding.. it probably means the guy is trying to break the girl hearts slumber and trying to convince her to take up the courage again to be in love.. WITH HIM. teehee
It is true that we, especially girls, are afraid of getting hurt in relationship again. It is never easy to overcome the fear. NEVER. I went tarot reading last week and yes the tarot lady told me I was very very very very very very scare and insecure in my relationship. I haven't been into a romantic relationship for a long time, therefore my heart is in a coma state already, I am still waiting for the right one, the one who can WAKE ME UP from my heart coma.
Now this song stuck in my head and I can't get rid of it ==''
I attached together this MV in my post because.. it features Brooklyn Beckham in it. I want to see more of Brooklyn LOL. Y HE SO HANDSOME *fainted*
They say you can't turn a bad girl good.
But once a good girl gone bad, she is gone forever.
Good Girl: Most of us refer to as 'girl-next-door'. She has that angel halo with her all the time, spread positive vibes. She dresses conservatively and has good morals and values. She is the kind that all men would die for.
Bad Girl: She is arrogance, she doesn't take any mess from anyone. She doesn't have much girl friend because most of them either jealous of her or they hate her. She dresses what she likes, she speak how she feels.She drinks, she smokes, she party, she plays around!
I was a GOOD GIRL, I was brought up by my parents to be a nice and decent girl. I rarely curse, I behave myself, I know how to carry myself and take care of my own image.
Then some shit happened, asshole out of no where who came and hurt the shit out of me!
I've changed! I activated my Defensive mode. I change the way I dress, I curse sometimes, I party BUT I don't drink, I don't smoke. I never get drunk or high. I've been hurt but I don't revenge on the next guy, I hurt NO ONE! I still have some faith in love and I believe that the right one will eventually appear.
But with my changes, some label me as a BAD GIRL. I show cleavage on some of my selfies, I use the F word. Guy friends constantly ask me to cut down my vulgarity because too much curse would be a turn off , but my girl friends rarely hear me swearing (That's because I use Mandarin to converse with my gf but with my guy friends I use Cantonese, so that explains why the swearing occurs. That is why I don't use Cantonese but my guy friends all BANANA cannot understand Mandarin. Bodoh sia LOL sorry)
So now here's my question. WHAT AM I?
Do you think I am a bad girl now? Or I have some good girl traits? (Actually I don't give a damn, I know myself well.. People who really understand me knows me well.. and I don't need to explain more) But I would like to thanks to my guy friends for the advice, I will cut down on swearing and I accept all the advises given, I change not because of you, I change for a better me!
I wouldn't want to be good girl anymore, however I wanna be a good person. Outlook doesn't determine everything, You Judge Me Based On How I Look, this shows how shallow you are. You assumed I am that kind of person because I portray it that way.. Eh hello, I say Fxxk you, do you think I really go and F around? That is not how you judge a person. Some girls act innocent, PEOPLE assumed she's a virgin. Oh really? Is that so? Some girls party, SOCIETY assumed she is a hoe. People tend to jump into conclusion real quick. I don't blame them for that because it is normal. If I were to meet a guy who is super loaded, handsome and perfect in everything, I would still doubt if he's a player. SO IT IS ABSOLUTELY NORMAL TO HAVE THAT THOUGHT, AND I AM SUPER OK IF YOU THINK I AM A BAD GIRL.
Now here comes the things that I need to clarify :
As I said earlier, I still have some faith in love.. just a tiny bits. Thus, please do not play with my feeling. Leave me alone if you ain't serious, stay out of me if you just want to play around. It does usually take more than a bad relationship to turn good girl bad, so I have reached my limits. Women tend to seek men as a sense of security, when he viciously break that trust, she will never be the one she was before, she will take more precautions, her guard is up.
A good girl gone bad may not always stay in the bad girl realm, but she will never be the same.
我拿不起 也放不下
Love,
In few days time I am turning a quarter of a century old. Time passes fast, it seems like just yesterday when I celebrated my 21st birthday, realizing that I am no longer in my early twenties, the thought freaks me out, I don't know why! I do not wish to celebrate my birthday, I couldn't accept the fact that I am turning 25~ Something about 25 is really bothering me, I won't be able to tick on the 18-24 age of group when I filling out the survey form. I have to group myself in the 25- 30. No more calling myself twenty-something..
Back then when my birthday is approaching, I get excited, I wanted my family and friends to celebrate my birthday with me. But now, when I know my birthday approaching I feel dread, I wish time could slow down, or even stop.
I have many thoughts running in my mind right now.
I should have achieve something by now but I AM NOT. I am still clueless and lost. My direction towards my life was vague.
A lot of 'what-if' flowing out from my mind.. What if I learn some skills during my high school time, dancing, singing or acting.. Probably I have talent right now and join the entertainment industry?
What if I learn foreign language back then? Probably I can become a translator and get to travel to the world. All this makes me full of regrets right now. I am turning 25 and still achieve NOTHING. Feel so shitty right now.. Imma bout to cry! T.T
Topics that surround me now no longer about assignments, coursework, Boyfriend Girlfriend, Yum Cha, bull shit, crap shit, I love you, You love me! It's all about property, houses, car, loan, work, stress, money, commitment, ANTI-AGING CREAM~ WTF!!!! This is sad man.. so sad! Not forgetting also Life Insurance, Medical Insurance, Car Insurance, Investment, Marriage. Politics. BABIES. To be honest, I am not ready for all this. NOT AT ALL~!
Turning 25 to me is a burden, that means I am old enough and wise enough to analyse what's good and bad for me, I am mature enough to settle things by my own. I am independent enough to face everything by myself. Well, although I said I am not ready at all but the circumstances forces me to be one despite I am not willing to face it.
Anyways, I have to admit that I am turning 25 and there's nothing I can do. At this age, is time for me to discover who I really am (Actually that is what I always say to myself every year.. sobz) I should have shown some 'adult' traits instead of acting like a baby. Behave like an adult now because I cannot rely on my parents anymore.
Let me take a chill pill and thanks for reading. Attached below are some throwback pictures, let me reminisce the old times.
Here's another review of skincare product that I am using recently.
I have been searching for the right cleanser all the time for my skin and guess what? I THINK I FOUND IT~
Introducing the incredible Avene Gentle Cleansing Foam, I love how soft and gentle the cleaner is. The pump on the container dispenses just the right amount for one face washing. After cleansing my face with Avene Gentle Cleansing Form it leaves my skin feeling nourished and calmed. It doesn't causes my skin flaky (as I am afraid that foam form of cleanser will causes dry skin but luckily it didn't). The cleansing foam was specifically designed for Asian skin in need of extra gentle care. Not forgetting that it contains Avene Thermal Spring Water which gives it soothing and anti irritating properties.
If you have sensitive, normal or combination skin and you are looking for cleansing foam that suits you, I will highly recommend this Avene Gentle Cleansing Foam.
Other than the cleansing foam, I like the Avene Thermal Spring Water. It has low mineral content that respect the natural balance and the sensitivity of the skin without causing dehydration or irritation like other high mineral content thermal water. Few spray on the face and I feel fresh~~!
Avene skincare product is one of my new love now~ I am not being bias but the product really improve my skin condition and I can see changes on my face, it is getting better.
Do try out their cleansing foam first then you will see the difference.
Eyeliner is essential and is one of the MUST wear make up item whenever I am out from my house.
Introducing the SilkyGirl Limited Edition Perfect Stay 20HR Eyeliner, the chrome casing attracts me because it looks kinda cool..! Futuristic hehe
I like to draw my eyeline in a very thin layer because I always wanted to achieve that Korean so called ' no make up' kinda make up look, if you get what I mean, hence thin yet define eye line is what I am always looking for.
Surprisingly, this eyeliner able to create that effect. LOOK at my make up.
Very thin layer, but you can see the color is really obvious. I don't have to re-apply to get the DARK and BLACK solid color.
One of the strongest point for this eyeliner is IT DOES LAST LONGER than I expected. Bravo~~~
Btw, the mascara I am using for my make up is the Big Eye Collagen Waterproof Mascara by SilkyGirl as well.. It makes my eyelashes super duper long! Ain't it beautiful?
Do follow SilkyGirl Instagram account at @silkygirlcosmetics
Visit their website @ http://www.silkycosmetics.com/
In conjunction with SILKYGIRL's 10th Anniversary celebration, they have came out with the Limited Edition Moisture Rich Lipcolor. It has 5 NEW different shades and I got to try 3 of them! (As for normal Moisture Rich Lipcolor, it has 18 eye-catching shades!)
From LEFT to RIGHT 04, 02 & 01
Moisture Rich Lipcolor is one of the most-loved product among the SilkyGirl product range. I love how moisturizing the lipsticks are and my lips doesn't dry up easily, I need not to worry of having chapped lips. Other than that, it stays for a very long period as well..
I have tested 3 colors and I LOVE 01 the most!!! As for 02 and 04 doesn't really stand out probably because of my tanned skin =) Let's look at the finishing look below.. teehee
I have also tested out the Limited Edition Perfect Stay 20HR Eyeliner! Stay tuned for my next blog post!
Korean beauty products have taken over the beauty industry nowadays. I am so excited to try on the famous brands such as Laneige.. Tony Moly, Etude House, even Innisfree..
My main concern now would be my pores on my face. I wanted products that can tighten up my pores and minimize it. I have been using Etude House Wonder Pore Toner for quite sometimes. Just in case you don't know the product, it looks like this. BEST!
So what makes me wanna try on the Innisfree product? I've been watching Running Man and Superman Returns and they always visited the mud pool and dip themselves into it. They claimed that the mud can exfoliate your skin.. soften the skin as well.
Hence, I want to give it a try and I bought a SET from Innisfree.
1)Jeju Volcanic Mousse Cleanser
I DON'T LIKE THIS! First and will be my LAST! =.=
Positive: Err.... no I guess?
Negative: After using this product my face become very dry. Literally wash away all the natural sebum on my face and making my face very flakey.. T.T I have to immediately put on my Etude House Wonder Pore Toner to moisture my face.
Rating: I have stop using this product! NO STAR
2) Jeju Volcanic Pore Toner
This toner has two layers, you'll need to shake well before using it. The upper layer contains of water, as for the bottom is the mineral powder.
Positive: Nice and strong scent.. it's like applying perfume on your face. It has cooling effect and I feel fresh after applying it.
Negative: Nah.. doesn't really minimize my pores.
Rating: ★★
3) Jeju Volcanic Pore Lotion
Positive: Nice and strong scent
Negative: I think this product causes me breakout! My pimples popping out and I am sad about it!
Rating: NO STAR
4) Super Volcanic Pore Clay Mask
Positive: Errr .. none
Negative: It was ok when I first bought it, but as I kept them for longer period I think the mask started to harden. It was creamy form when I first bought it.. Now its like.. ice cream form.. HARDEN already wtf
Rating: NO STAR
To be honest, it was really hard for me to think of the PROs for the products, I regret it so much because I bought the WHOLE set of it. Should have just try out the sample first!!! Urrgghhhh
Well.. Innisfree jeju products wasn't really a good product for me. I couldn't really blame which product that causes me breakout because I have been using the cleanser, toner, lotion all together. It can be only one of them... Or ALL of them.. I don't know. but I have stop using all the Innisfree products already...
I did blog about this cafe before> click the link here for the review but this time around I am gonna blog about their cafe located at downstairs. (same address..teehee)
SPACIOUS - GOOD COFFEE - SUPER FAST MEGA WIFI
Kid you not, this cafe provides fast wifi and I am able to do my work without any frustrations, and of course a cuppa to accompany me while I am stressing on my report!
I've experienced coffee shop like Starbucks OH GOD! I can't do my work at those mainstream coffee shop as there are too many people using and connected to the wifi.
Here's the interior of the shop, unlike the concept upstairs where the wall were painted in white and bright, the cafe downstairs is more cozy and warm.
The spotlights are so cool, extra point for that because it add on glam for my pictures! LOL
The founder KF Chan a.k.a kopikid is a coffee enthusiast, not only he owns this cafe but he sells Espresso Machines and grinders, many different brewing devices and also coffee beans. He do conduct Barista Training as well.. Do visit his blog > here.
Let's look at his WALL OF FAME~
He is the judge for several brewing competitions. Impressive.. =)
REAL camera as decoration, not toy k, please handle with care! You can take this camera as a props for your 'coffee shooting'
Another attractive thing about this cafe, the price of the coffee is reasonably cheap! Look at the menu below~~~~ XD
Their signature drink would be this chilled latte.. <they call it the Iced latte without ice.. =.=>
Photo credits to MyEspresso Cafe
Photo credits to MyEspresso Cafe
New Opening Hours from 1st August 2015 Monday, Wednesday to Sunday: 12.00noon to 9.30pm. Tuesday: CLOSED Address: 63, Jalan USJ 21/11, Subang Jaya
Facebook: LINK
Instagram: @MYESPRESSOCAFE
우리 사랑하지 말아요 아직은 잘 모르잖아요
사실 조금은 두려운 거야 그대 미안해요
우리 약속하지 말아요 내일은 또 모르잖아요
하지만 이 말 만은 진심이야 그대 좋아해요
아무것도 묻지 말아요
대답할 수 없어요
지금 이렇게 둘이 행복한데 왜
날 가지려 하지 말아요
그저 이대로 조금만 있어요
갈수록 더 마음 아파지게 왜
잦은 만남 뒤엔 이별
계속 반복되는 실연
더는 의미를 찾을 수 없어 어리석은 미련
사랑의 탈을 쓴 mistake
느끼는 감정은 다 비슷해
하지만 이 순간만큼은 I want you to stay
우리 사랑하지 말아요 아직은 잘 모르잖아요
사실 조금은 두려운 거야 그대 미안해요
우리 약속하지 말아요 내일은 또 모르잖아요
하지만 이 말 만은 진심이야 그대 좋아해요
나를 보며 웃지 말아요
정들면 슬퍼져요
예쁜 그 미소가 눈물이 될까 봐
사랑이란 두 글자 속에
우릴 가두려고 하지 말아요
채우지 못할 욕심이니까
처음엔 설렘을 안고 반은 고민을 안고
끝엔 서로 의리로나마 지내 시행착오
난 하루하루가 불안해 네 그 순수함이 부담돼
하지만 오늘 밤만큼은 I want you to stay
내게 너무 많은 걸 바라지마
나도 그댈 잃고 싶진 않아
깊어지기 전에 상처 입기 전에
날 믿지 말아요
넌 항상 그래
이기적인 새끼
우리 사랑하지 말아요 아직은 잘 모르잖아요
사실 조금은 두려운 거야 그대 미안해요
우리 약속하지 말아요 내일은 또 모르잖아요
하지만 이 말 만은 진심이야 그대 좋아해요
ENGLISH TRANSLATION
Let’s not fall in love, we don’t know each other very well yet
Actually, I’m a little scared, I’m sorry
Let’s not make promises, you never know when tomorrow comes
But I really mean it when I say I like you
Don’t ask me anything
I can’t give you an answer
We’re so happy as we are right now
Don’t try to have me
Let’s just stay like this
You’re making it more painful, why?
Goodbyes after our frequent meet-ups
Repetition of broken hearts
I can’t find a purpose in these foolish feelings
A mistake with the mask of love
All the feelings are the same now
But in this moment, I want you to stay
Let’s not fall in love, we don’t know each other very well yet
Actually, I’m a little scared, I’m sorry
Let’s not make promises, you never know when tomorrow comes
But I really mean it when I say I like you
Don’t smile at me
If I get attached to you, I’ll get sad
I’m afraid that pretty smile will turn into tears
Don’t try to trap us
In the word, love
Because it’s a greed that can’t be filled
At first, it was half excitement, half worries
But in the end, it became an obligation, trial and error
Day by day, I get nervous, your innocence is too much pressure on me
But tonight, I want you to stay
Don’t expect too much from me
I don’t wanna lose you either
Before things get too deep, before you get hurt
Don’t trust me
You always call me
A selfish bastard
Let’s not fall in love, we don’t know each other very well yet
Actually, I’m a little scared, I’m sorry
Let’s not make promises, you never know when tomorrow comes
But I really mean it when I say I like you
ROMANIZATION
uri saranghaji marayo ajigeun jal moreujanhayo
sasil jogeumeun duryeoun geoya geudae mianhaeyo
uri yaksokhaji marayo naeireun tto moreujanhayo
hajiman i mal maneun jinsimiya geudae johahaeyo
nal gajiryeo haji marayo
geujeo idaero jogeumman isseoyo
galsurok deo maeum apajige wae
jajeun mannam dwien ibyeol
gyesok banbokdoeneun siryeon
deoneun uimireul chajeul su eopseo eoriseogeun miryeon
sarangui tareul sseun mistake
neukkineun gamjeongeun da biseushae
hajiman i sunganmankeumeun I want you to stay
uri saranghaji marayo ajigeun jal moreujanhayo
sasil jogeumeun duryeoun geoya geudae mianhaeyo
uri yaksokhaji marayo naeireun tto moreujanhayo
hajiman i mal maneun jinsimiya geudae johahaeyo
sarangiran du geulja soge
uril gaduryeogo haji marayo
chaeuji moshal yoksiminikka
cheoeumen seollemeul ango baneun gomineul ango
kkeuten seoro uirironama jinae sihaengchago
nan haruharuga buranhae ne geu sunsuhami budamdwae
hajiman oneul bammankeumeun I want you to stay
When photography meets coffee, here comes PhotoGraffee Cafe House another hidden cafe located at Puchong area which impressed me with the beautiful wall display.
Full of beautiful artwork
My friend and I was thinking to hunt for new cafe around Puchong area and thanks to Instagram we manage to find this cafe by using the hashtag code #puchongcafe #cafeinppuchong. Trust me it does help! Hahaha
The shop front
The cafe counter is very artistic as well.
Well.. is a photography themed cafe hence they provide photography magazine for you, after finish reading please put it back to the rack.
Tadaaaa.. cute camera accessory!
We had Hot chocolate and Cappuccino. can't sleep after taking coffee... duhhh
Hot Chocolate with the camera logo on top.
My cappuccino taste like LATTE. Well I expected more foam but its fine because I am actually a latte drinker. The mini macaron is super cute and taste just nice! Not as sweet as I thought!
Photo taken from PhotoGraffee Facebook!
To be honest I really like the environment here, the BIG GIGANTIC DSLR GRAFFITI amazed me! I had my own photography session there and below are the amazing pictures. Thanks to Kaze le photogrpaher.. teehee!
My makeup kit is overwhelmed with lots and lots of cosmetic products, do I use them all? NO.
I picked few that I think is essential for my everyday basic makeup look.
Probably you have seen this kind of blog post gazillion times from other blog site but I still would like to share mine. Teehee.
1) Laneige BB Cushion
Perfectly covers the pores and brighten up my face! It makes my skin flawless.
Positive: Non greasy, longer lasting. Able to create even skin tone.
Negative: Probably targeted to white and fair people, its not easy to find a tone that matches my skin color. The one that I applied is one tone brighter than my skin tone. But well, I cover it up with powder later on so it's fine =), coverage not that high (I am not sure whether to put this on the negative side or not because if the coverage is too high, it will look fake on me. As though I apply cement on my face =.=)
Rating: 4 stars ★★★★
2) Sephora Eye Liner
THE BEST LIQUID EYELINER EVER!
Positive: I don't use other types of eyeliner, eg gel, pencil or whatsoever. What I like about liquid eyeliner is because it provides precise definition to the lash line and easy to achieve winged eye look. The color black is very solid. I don't have to draw several times to achieve the solid black that I want. BEST part of this product> wallet-friendly, only RM49.90. It dries up really quick as well.
Negative: --
Rating: 5 stars ★★★★★
3) Cinderella Story Volume Up Long Lash Brush Mascara
I don't like mascara that clumps up after few coating, this mascara works really well on me.
Positive: This mascara gave me the effect that I want (ultra- long effect) <3, easy to remove as well.
Negative: It can't enhance your eye make up if you're doing smokey big eye, exaggerated eye make up, because this mascara only can create natural look.
Rating: 4 stars ★★★★
4) Blusher (no idea what brand it is because I bought it at a store in Time Square, non branded)
Tanned skin people like me usually doesn't suit pink blusher. But I don't give a shit.
It's pink btw, picture doesn't look like it ><
Positive: Nice color. Doesn't look as pink as the products.
Negative: Doesn't last long, pink color will turned into coral color after few hours. Weird
Rating: 3 stars ★★★
5) Etude House Lip Stick & Lip Tint
I personally prefer lip tint rather than lipstick because it stays longer. I have the lip stick in my handbag just in case I need to touch up but most of the time... lip tint will do.
Positive:The color is very strong and by applying one coat is already enough.
Negative: It makes your lip dry, strongly advisable to apply lip balm before putting the lip tint.
